So I have Myasthenia Gravis and it really impacts my life.  I get really frustrated and sometimes even depressed.  I thought if I started writing about it somewhere, maybe I could try and work some of this out....I don't want to be this sick, depressed girl who is stuck in bed all day and never goes anywhere, yet sometimes I find that I am. 

I've been sick with this for about 3-5 years, diagnosed about 2 years ago.  Before that I already had Chronic Lyme disease so I'd been sick already for a few years.  I'm just so tired of being sick and not being able to get up and do things.  I'm tired of having to rest all the time.  I am tired of feeling like this sucks and having to work so hard at finding things to be grateful for.  Most of all I'm tired of not knowing if I should just lay here and watch another movie or if I should push myself, and if I do what the fallout will be.